02 May, 2008

limbo.

i'm living between lives.  behind me lies a student from a small town with a degree from a public university.  ahead of me lies a professional in new york city living a completely different lifestyle.  presently i lie here on my floor listening to john mayer waiting for the day to end.

i've always been one to never allow myself to ask those with whom i could have/currently have/have had a romantic interest in for help.  it's twisted and i just don't ever want to be seen as dependent on him.

wendy's overseas for the next week and on the 12th we'll be on our way to nyc to find an apartment.  here's to hoping everything falls into place.

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