skipped meals and missed connections.

last night consisted of thai food with kristi and wendy where the three of us went back and forth between agreeing we were the life of the party and regretting our utter lack of self awareness.  i think the jury is still out on the subject but i think we can all assume we are left with mixed emotions.

today i started seeing the change in my eating habits take effect.  and it was positive reinforcement that what i'm doing is legitimately working.  nothing like a waify sunday to make me feel better after last night, right?

working a part time job in a retail field where i have little knowledge on the product has proven to be difficult.  and i see myself struggle often to stay at the pace of those around me.  however, i was informed today that the concierge team was getting a reappraisal and that i would still be there after the fact.  looks like i can still fake it.

lately, a couple of people have brought to my attention the "missed connections" page on craigslist.  last night i read through them and they made me kind of sad.  i don't remember but i think danlly said something about how it's these people out on this limb of regret.  or maybe that was an original thought.  yeah, let's go with that.

i thought i'd try my hand at one.  to the employee at aldo who sympathized with me when my hunt for the perfect boot was in vain, i'd like to know you outside the confines of the briarwood shopping panopticon.  man, that's desperate.

i've been listening to a lot of the music i listened to during a dark time over the summer when i felt similarly to how i do now.  fantastic.

don't move, i want to remember

you just like this.

don't move, it's only a breath

or two between our lips.