i'm still young and still experiencing new things daily. yesterday was one such day when i expressed interest in a guy and actually asked him to go out sometime. and he said yes. and i have his phone number this time instead of me waiting for him to call. i now have a drinks date with john (the guy from aldo) hopefully sometime this week before i leave for vegas.
this week isn't really one when i should be going out (both on dates and to the bar) but i plan on doing both. tonight i have the pleasure of facing all of my friends from the party a couple weeks back (including the straight-gone-gay dj) at the elbow room. i go back and forth when writing between my actual thoughts and those that i want others to think i have. i need to constantly remind myself that i'm writing for myself and others just have the luxury of seeing my innermost thoughts. that being said, i'm nervous to see joe because i have no idea how he's feeling after our rendezvous. i suppose time will tell.
las vegas and los angeles in four days. what?
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